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Friday, November 04, 2005

I dream of another you
one who would never leave me alone

Name: April
Age: 14
Gender: Female
Birth Place: Chicago, IL
Where you live now: Chicago, IL
Weight: 110
Hair Color: redish, brownish, blondish
Eye Color: light brown
Best Physical feature: eyes...body...
Best Personality feature: ((besides being yourself)) my understanding
Grade in fall: wha?
Faveorite color: Purple!!!
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheesy, non greasy, pineapple
Your perfect guy/girl: caring, hot, loving, dark, piercings, hardcore but soft on the inside, and is always there
Most overused phrase on messanger: lmao....or lol...or fuck no!
Most missed memory: Being little and innocent
Smoked before: yes
drank before: yes
Last thing you ate: shit I don't remember......umm......taco?
Last thing you drank: Coke
Faveortie Band: I have too many
Faveorite song: at the moment Stairway to Heaven by Led Zeppelin
Your Fears: Falling infront of a massive crowd or down stairs.
Your weakness: Love
Shoes you wore today: the black and dirty Vans
Clothes you wore today: My confirmation shirt with my name on the back....dark jeans....white bra and idk what kind of underwear...lol
Do you want to get married: Yes
Do you want to goto college: yes
Do you wan to graduate high school: yes
Can you spaek more than one language: yes
Are you fashionable: yes
Do you have your permit: no
Can you drive: no
Have you ever broken the law: yes...so many times
Do you like swimming: kinda
What sports do you play: Volley ball....Baseball, football, basketball
DO you play an instrument: yes
Are you in a band: no
Do you haave a job: no
Are you a hottie: if you say so
Do you believe in yourself: sometimes
What school do you goto: Beaubien
Occupation: blah
Nicknames: Apey Rapey, Cry, Lilly, Elizabeth, Ape, Star, Kitten, Cracklord, Crackhead...
What song do you swear was written about your life: Idk....probably..confessions of a broken heart or the saddest song
Are your parents divorced: no
Do you have step parents: no
Do you sing in the shower: yes
What song do you absolutely hate: Laffy Taffy
what size bed do you have: full
What size shoe do you wear: 7 1/2
Do you listen to music when you try to fall asleep:yes
Do you have your own cell phone: yes
Do you live alone: no
Do you share your room: no
Whats under your bed: OH GAWD I DON'T WANT TO KNOW
Whats color is your room: Dark blue...dark red..and white
Has this cleared your boredom: Nope
Are you glad this is over: no *cries*


Friday, October 21, 2005

BASIC SURVEY

You are...(looks)
[ ] tall
[x] in between
[ ] short

[ ] blonde
[ ] redhead
[x] brunette
[ ] black

[ ] blue-eyed
[x] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold/gray eyed
[ ] black-eyed
[ ] glasses
[ ] contacts

[x]braces
[ ] freckles
[x] piercing(s)
[ ] tatoos

[x] long hair
[ ] short hair
[ ] med. Hair


Your nationality includes...
[ ] chinese
[ ] indian
[ ] taiwanese
[ ] japanese
[ ] hispanic
[ ] nicoya
[ ] puerto rican
[ ] chicana
[ ] italian
[ ] scottish
[ ] filipino
[ ] dutch
[ ] french
[x] German
[ ] Irish
[ ] Greek
[ ] Portuguese
[ ] Hispanic
[x] polish
[ ] korean
[ ] jamacian
[ ] canadian
[ ] lithuanian
[ ] Native American
[ ] Russian
[ ] British
[ ] African
[ ] Other
[ ] Australian

Your favorite color(s) are?
[x] red
[ ] pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black
[x] green
[x] blue
[ ] white
[x] silver
[xxx] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange
[x] gray

Some sports/physical things you have done?
[x] football
[ ] cheerleading
[x] dancing
[ ] lacrosse
[x] soccer
[x] field hockey
[ ] hockey
[ ] rugby
[x] softball
[ ] wrestling
[x] gymnastics
[ ] track/cross country
[x] Basketball
[x] baseball
[ ]golf
[x] playing in the mud
[x] playing music
[ ] hiking
[ ] camping
[x] horseback riding
[ ] marching band
[x] Skateboarding

Your personality is sometimes...
[] annoying
[x] talkative
[ ] shy
[x] funny
[x] serious
[ ] bubbly
[ ] spazzy often
[x] fun loving
[x] laid back
[ ] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird

The music you like is?
[ ] rap...
[x] rock
[ ] pop
[ ]country
[ ] hiphop
[ ] r&b
[ ] slow jams
[ ] Christian
[ ] classical
[x] techno
[ ] oldies
[x] punk
[x] Metal
[ ] reggae
[x] Goth
[ ] Latin

The pets you have are?
[x] cat
[x] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] ferret
[ ] rabbit
[ ] fish
[ ] other


Clothes you like to wear are?
[ ] plain tshirts
[ ] sweatshirts
[ ] stockings
[ ] high heels
[x] sneakers
[x] jeans
[x] pajama pants
[ ] boxers
[x] underwear
[ ] dresses
[x] mini skirts
[ ] long skirts
[x] watches
[x] necklace
[ ] hoop earring(s)
[ ] toe socks
[x] flip flops
[x] halter tops
[ ] stilletos
[x] band shirts
[ ] shorts
[x] skate clothes

How do you like to wear your hair?
[x] down
[x] ponytail
[x] pigtails
[ ] messy bun
[ ] half ponytail
[x] scrunched/curly
[ ] bun
[x] crimped
[ ] with a bandana
[ ] French braids
[ ] lots of little braids
[ ] Gel
[ ] Hat
[ ] messy (bed head)
[ ] Fohawk
[ ] SIDE SWEEP


You eat?
[x] dessert
[x] meat
[ ] diet stuff
[x] healthy foods
[x] junk foods
[x] a lot of carbs
[ ] lots of meat
[x] salad
[ ] seafood


A typical friday night...
[ ] mall with your friends
[ ] partying
[ ] watching movies
[ ] going to the club
[x] staying home
[ ] babysitting and getting $$
[x] hanging out w/ my friends
[ ] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] working while your friends are out having fun!
[ ] going to gigs with your friends
[x] other

Currently you are...
[x] in a relationship
[ ] single and lovin it
[ ] crushing
[ ] single and looking for someone
[ ] just broke up. . . and so sad about it.
[ ]sexually confused

Online, you use:
[x] lol
[ ] sup
[ ] =D
[x] lmao
[ ] stfu
[ ] ty
[x] jk
[ ] ttyl
[ ] lylas/lylab
[x] g2g
[ ] ^^
[ ] T_T

Did you like this survey?
[ ] yeah
[ ] no!
[x]it was ok
[x] it was something to do.

WHICH ONE SURVEY

:: Ben or Matt: Ben
:: Orlando or Johnny: Johnny
:: Spice Girls or Dream: Spice Girls
:: Pepsi or Coke: Coke
:: Blonde or Brunette: Brunette
:: Blue eyes or Brown eyes: Brown eyes
:: Vanilla or Chocolate: Vanilla
:: Dogs or Cats: Cats
:: Christina or Britney: Christina
:: Lip-stick or Lip-gloss: Lip-gloss
:: Rock or Rap: Rock
:: Prep or Punk:Punk
:: Pink or Purple:Purple
:: Local place or Starbucks:Starbucks
:: Tv or Computer:Computer
:: CDs or Radio:CDs
:: Spanish or French:French
:: Brad Pitt or Mel Gibson:Brad Pitt
:: Basketball or Baseball: Basketball
:: Apples or Oranges:Apples
:: 1/2 Full or 1/2 Empty: 1/2 empty
:: Morning or Night: Night
:: Chicken or Turkey: Chicken
:: Salmon or Tuna: Tuna
:: Poser or Poseur: Poseur
:: Freedom or Stability: Freedom
:: Cheese It or Cheese Nips: Cheese It
:: Birds or Bees: Birds
:: Rollercoasters or Waterrides:Rollercoasters
:: AOL or AIM: AIM
:: Drugs or Liquor: Drugs
:: Gold or Silver: Silver
:: Nike or Adidas: Adidas
:: 80s or 90s: 90's
:: Preschool or Kindergarden:Kindergarden
:: Cubed or Crushed: Crushed
:: VH1 or MTV:MTV
:: Truth or Dare: Dare
:: Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings: LOTR
:: Pen or Pencil: Pencil
:: Peppermint or Wintergreen:Wintergreen
:: East Coast or West Coast: West Coast
:: North or South: North
:: Pedicure or Manicure: Manicure
:: Target or Kmart: Target
:: Top or Bottom: Top
:: Hug or Kiss: Kiss
:: Sporks or Foons: Sporks
:: Cubs or Sox: Sox
:: Cake or Pie: Cake
:: Rain or Snow: Rain
:: Fall or Spring: Fall
:: Winter or Summer: Summer
:: Swim or Float: Float
:: Walk or Run: Walk
:: Beach or Mountains: Mountains
:: City or Suburbs: City
:: Love or Lust:Love
:: Carmel or Car-a-mel: Carmel
:: Stars or Moons: Stars
:: N*sync or BSB: AH
:: Car or Truck:Car
:: 7th Heaven or Everwood:7th Heaven
:: VHS or DVD:DVD
:: Skip-it or Hopscotch: Hopscotch
:: Fish or Birds:Birds
:: Shoes or Sandals:Shoes
:: Cough or Sneeze:Cough
:: Bath or Shower: Shower
:: Stairs or Evevator: Stairs
:: Yes or No: Yes
:: Jelly-filled or Cream-filled: Cream-filled
:: Loud or Soft:Loud
:: Sister or Brother:Brother
:: Michael Jordan or Dennis Rodman:Ah
:: Nick or Disney:Disney
:: Fun or Boring: fun
:: Ohio or Pennsylvania:Ohio
::New York or California:Cali

 

 

 

 

[([Stereotype Survey])]

-[-Prep Stereotype-]-
[How often do you say the word 'like'?]ALL the effin time
[Do you spend most of your time on your appearance?]Yep
[Do you shop at Abercrombie/Hollister?]NO
[Is make-up one of your most prized possessions?]Nope
[Do you flip your hair almost all the time?]no

-[-Goth Stereotype-]-
[Do you wear black and only black?]Kinda
[Do you do drugs?]snmakljfns
[Suffering with suicidal idealations?]I used to
[Hopelessly depressed?]I was
[Horrible home life?]It used to be

-[-Punk Stereotype-]-
[Mohawks your fave hairstyle?]Nope
[Excessive piercings?]Yep
[Wild hair colors?]Yep!
[Loud, confident, & opinionated?]HELL YEAH!
[Excessive tattoos?]Yea

 

 

 

[[*Movies You've Seen Survey*]]

Put A Star Next To Each Movie You've Seen.

/Monster In Law
/House Of Wax
/Crash
/Fever Pitch
/White Noise*
/Hide And Seek
/Boogeyman
/Meet The Fockers*
/The Grudge*
/A Walk To Remember*
/Pirates Of The Carribean*
/What A Girl Wants*
/Sleepover
/Finding Nemo*
/Mean Girls*
/The Borrowers
/A Cinderella Story*
/50 First Dates*
/Little Secrets
/Raise Your Voice*
/Crossroads*
/Freaky Friday*
/School Of Rock*
/Shrek*
/Shrek 2*
/Peter Pan
/Spiderman*
/Spiderman 2
/Ice Age*
/Ella Enchanted*
/Dude Wheres My Car*
/The Lizzie McGuire Movie*
/Thirteen*
/White Chicks*
/Big Fat Liar*
/Dumb And Dumber*
/The Hot Chick*
/The Haunted Mansion
/How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days*
/How To Deal
/I, Robot
/Alexander
/Without A Paddle
/Are We there Yet*
/Hitch
/The Princess Diaries 2
/Because Of Winn-Dixie
/Sideways
/Ocean's Twelve
/Lemony Snicket's A Series Of Unfortunate Events*
/National Treasure*
/The Spongebob Squarepants Movie
/The Incredibles
/Elektra
/Taxi
/Enduring Love
/Million Dollar Baby
/Son Of The Mask


 


FAVORiTES
[x]drink: Sprite?

[x]food: Idk

[x]school: Lane

[x]color: Purple

[x]year: 2005

[x]artist: me

[x]animal: lynx

[x]band: story of the year

DiSLiKE OR LiKE?
[x]dogs like

[x]cats like

[x]TV like

[x]books like

[x]school dislike

[x]homework dislike

[x]haircuts like

[x]Jennifer Lopez dislike

[x]Myspace like

[x]xanga like

[x]AIM like

[x]cookies like

[x]family like

[x]RAP dislike

[x]McDonalds dislike

[x]Burger King dislike

[x]Wendy's dislike

[x]KFC dislike

[x]your teacher(s) some like 2 dislike

[x]reading like

[x]Usher dislike

[x]Ipod like

[x]bananas dislike

[x]chocolate dislike

TRUE OR FALSE?

[x]You are cool. True

[x]You have alot of friends that you can't even count how many. True?

[x]You love pizza. False

[x]You currently like someone. True

[x]You have more than one best friend. True

[x]You recently got hugged or kissed. True

[x]You ate your favorite food today. False

[x]You just got out of school. False

[x]You have a song on your xanga. True

[x]You are pretty.True

[x]You are not pretty. True

[x]You are tall. False

[x]You are super smart. False

[x]You get good grades. False

[x]You have more than one xanga. True

[x]I'm glad this survey wasn't so long. False

 

-->The very detailed Perfect guy survey
His Look: Dark and I don't give a shit...tough
Name: Idc (Shan)
Hair Colour: Black with red streaks
Hair Style (long, short, bowl cut, cornrows, etc) : faux hawk
Eye colour: blue, green, brown
Age: 16
Height:  6,1
Size: Atheltic
Body build: Nice
Ethnicity: German, something blah
Glasses? Nope
Piercings? Yes!
Chest hair? No
big ol booty? or no? Idc
label Goth/punk

His Mind
in school? Smart
what does he want be/do when he grows up? Idc
Can he speak another language, if yes what? German
Can he read music? Yes
Can he read guitar tabs?Yes
Can he play guitar? Yes
piano? Yes
the drums?Yes
some other instrument? No
Can he write music? idc
Will he write songs about you? yes
Will he write poems about you? yes
Will he be artistic in some way? yes
Will he "blind you with science?" no

His Style
Party hopper or stay at home? Party Hopper
Straight A student of Drop out? Idc
Does he have a best friend? Yes
is it you? Yes
Is he straight or bi? straight
Religious? what type? Nope
Virgin? till marriage or till "the rite time"? The rite time
Should he be able to bake or cook? Yea
Is it okay for him to have a lot of gal pals? idc
Out-going or shy?: Out-going
Should he watch chick-flicks?: No 
Would he be a smoker?: No
drinking?: No
cursing? yes
does he play football(US)? no
soccer? no
baseball? no
basketball? no
rugby? no
golf? no
does he drag race? no
does he have a "pimped up" ride? shure
Can he surf? no
skateboard? yes
snowboard? yes
Would he have an accent? an aussie one!
Anything else? idc

You and Him *last part!*
Does he kiss on the first date?: Yes
Where does he take you? Idc
Does he pay? Yea
Would he lay uder the stars with you and spout random philosophies? yes but not the philosophies part
Would he use endearments? Yea
Would you hold hands? Yes
Would you ever stay the nite at his place? Yes
Would he give you flowers/candy or a big expensive gift. Yes
Would he walk you to your door at the end o the nite? Yes
How would he propose? The best way he can
Lastly, after you meet, get hitched, etc. What do u name your kids?

Girls-Rose, May, Samone,

Boys-Alex, Josh, Mike


Wednesday, October 19, 2005

In the last 24 hours you...
[  ] got in a fight
[ x ] took a shower
[  ] gave a dirty look to someone
[  ] cried
[  ] farted .. surprising.
[  ] did a cartwheel
[  ] went to school
[  ] shopped
[  ] danced
[ x ] got sick
[  ] did something you regret
[  ] ate something gross
[  ] discovered something new

At school you...
[  ] run to class because your always late
[  ] hide in the bathroom
[  ] act perfect
[ x ] are hyper
[  ] are a nerd
[  ] are in band
[ x ] are very popular > sometimes lol

You consider yourself...
[ x ] hot
[ x ] ugly
[ x ] mean
[  ] popular
[  ] geeky
[x ] normal
[ x ] a trend setter
[  ] gothic
[  ] a wannabe

Right now you are...
[  ] in your pjs
[  ] drinking
[ x ] listening to music
[  ] watching a movie
[ x ] iming someone
[  ] talking on the phone
[  ] eating
_____________________________


Have you ever...
[ x ] been kissed
[ x ] lied to your best friend
[ x ] dyed your hair
[ x ] dressed punk
[ x ] kissed a girl
[ x ] saw someone naked
[ x ] had your period
[ x ] picked your nose
[ x ] sucked on your toes
[ x ] danced in the rain
[ x ] lied to your parents
[ x ] cried in front of lots of people
[  ] went bare foot in the snow
[ x ] played hockey
[  ] made your own clothes
[  ] forgot to wear a bra
[  ] peed you pants

------------------------------

[ x ] I am a teenager.
[ x ] I have smoked/done drugs before.
[ x ] I have a friend who smokes/does drugs.
[ ] The last time I cried was while I was watching a movie.
[ ] I cry often.
[ x ] I love shoes!
[ x ] Whenever I'm bored, I usually just listen to music.
[  ] I'm ALWAYS bored.
[ x ] McDonald's is better than Burger King.
[ x ] I prefer rock music over rap or R&B.
[ ] The reason I couldn't answer the last question is because I like all or most types of music.
[x ] I like to read.
[  ] I have good grades and I'm still better than you!
[  ] My CD collection is so big I took a whole day just to count them all.
[ ] It didn't take a whole day, but my CD collection is still big.
[ ] Troy is one of my favorite movies.
[ ] I have at least 2 siblings.
[ ] I love cheesecake!
[ x ] I cuss too much, and I know it.
[ ] I have a friend that I look up to because (s)he is a great influence.
[ ] I am obsessed with a hot celebrity.
[ x !!!] Ah h8 pPl DaT tYp3 lYk Di5.
[x ] The reason I couldn't answer the last question was because I COULDN'T READ IT!
[ x ] I think homework on the weekends should be outlawed.
[ x ] I think homework period should be outlawed.
[ x] My favorite color is red.
[ x] I love changing my layouts.
[ ] I have taken a shower with more than 2 people of the same gender as me. With or without bathing suits. ;)
[ ] I am going to/planning on going to a concert in the next month.
[ ] I like cats better than dogs.
[ ] I can't wait for Pirates of the Carribean 2 to come out!
[ ] I live in California.
[ x ] I want to live in California.
[ x ] I like football.
[ x ] I should be doing my homework now, but ... hey, I was bored, what can I say?
[ x] I hate eggs.
[ ] SpongeBob is awesome!
[ x !!] Randomness makes me laugh. Really loud.
[ x ] I'm thirsty.
[ x ] I like DVD's.
[ x ] I can't wait for Christmas.
[ x ] I have a certain name for idiots, and I claim it as my own!!!!
[ x ] In the last 24 hours, I've talked to somebody on Instant Messanger.
[ ] I am currently on a laptop.
[ ] The laptop belongs to me.
[ x ] I wish for a lot of things.
[ ] My birthday is coming up sometime this month.

-----------------------------

(x) made a wish
(x) tied your shoes
(_) eaten cake
(_) signed a contract
(_) made something explode
(_) directly and knowingly supported the pornography industry
(_) sent something through the US mail
(x) been very angry
(x) gone a day without eating
(_) stolen something you considered "insignificant"
(_) watched more than three different television shows
(_) prayed
(_) had a conversation that you considered very personally meaningful
(_) been intoxicated by any substance
(x) thrown up
(_) gotten paid
(x) gone a night without sleeping
(_) broken something you like by accident
(_) envied someone very strongly
(x) finished an artistic project
(x) hated
(_) fucked
(_) made very loud noise
(_) made noise that was too loud
(_) given a thumbs up
(_) agreed to go to Highland Park, CA within the next week
(x) slept in a bed that is not, or has never been, your own
(_) sampled (up to interpretation)
(_) listened to Pat Benatar's "Love Is a Battlefield"
(x) been drunk.
(x) smoked pot.
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex.
(x) rode in a taxi.
(x) been dumped.
(_) been fired.
(x) been in a fist fight.
(_) had a threesome - kissing or otherwise
(x) snuck out of my parent's house.
(x) been arrested.
(_) made out with a stranger.
(x) stole something from my job.
(_) celebrated new years in times square.
(_) went on a blind date. 
(x) lied to a friend.
(_) had a crush on a teacher.
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
(_) been to europe.
(x) skipped school.

 

IT’S TIME FOR SCHOOL
Person you can’t wait to see? No one
Person you hope got sick today?Me
Class you hope got canceled?SS
Class you hope might last a little longer?L.A.
What is in your back pack?Books, pens, paper, pencials, and a binder
What homework did you forget to do? all of it
What tests do you have today? idk ,idc
What quiz do you have today? idk, idc
Are you having a good/bad hair day? both
Uniform/Normal clothes?Normal
Tired/Ready to start the day?Tired
Packing/Buying lunch?Neither
Afraid of what is for lunch?Nope
HATE YOU ENTIRE SCHOOL? wha?
Kind of enjoy school?no
 
TIME TO GO HOME
What time do you come home from school?computer
How do you get home from school?walk
If it is a car do you drive or does someone else?someone else
If someone else who?MOM or Ash's mom or grandpa
What is the first thing you do when you get home?idk
When do you do your homework:idk
First?nope
Have a set time?no
When eva you get to it?yes
Yah like I do my homework?no
Do you do an after school sport?Volleyball
Do you have chores when you get home?nope
Are your parents home when you get home?sometimes
 
NIGHT TIME
What time do you usually find yourself going into your room?10 ish
Do you watch tv before your go to bed?no
Do you listen to music before you go to bed?yes
Do you read before you go to bed?yes
Do you go on the computer before you go to bed?sometimes
Do you fall asleep with the tv on or off?I don't watch TV
Do you set an alarm?Yea
What time do you actually fall asleep?11 ish
What time do you get up7:10 am



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